Seeing our younger sibling and taking a visit to the cannabis dispensary
I don’t go home all that much.
There is not much left there for myself and others anymore.
To say that I had a difficult upbringing would be a big understatement. But our sibling Ed is still there & I adore him to pieces. So I’ll travel home for a visit with Ed & a trip to the local cannabis spot. It’s strenuous to suppose that a state I thought was so backwards absolutely did the right thing when it came to marijuana laws. Both medicinal marijuana & recreational marijuana are legal in our hometown. I can’t even imagine what it would have been like growing up. It wouldn’t have mattered as Ed & I were raised by a genuinely strict mom. Mom wasn’t in the picture & is not someone I genuinely ever met. But our mom is as strenuous as they come & he was pretty brutal to me. I was the oldest kid & he leaned on myself and others in ways that messed myself and others up bad. Ed was the youngest & he was spared some of the worst of it. Perhaps that’s why Ed can still look after our mom when I can’t even speak with her. It’s weird going home & not seeing them all. But I suppose where that will go so I’d rather just shop for marijuana for sale & appreciate Ed’s company. She too discovered the benefits of cannabis. I guess we both owe a lot of our healing to smoking marijuana. Sativa strains have been the best for myself and others when it comes to handling emotions & strenuous memories. Yet working through the feeling was genuinely the only way to be able to live with it. The sativa strains help myself and others to relax, learn & try to just be okay.