Not really happy being pregnant
Being pregnant is sort of awful, not going to lie.
All my friends who were pregnant loved it. They were constantly touching their bellies, doing photoshoots and just glowing about their pregnancy. For me, it means that I am tired all the time. I can barely get through my workouts anymore. I also hate the taste of sugar, apples taste like dirt and nothing is appetizing to me anymore. What really stinks is that I no longer can smoke marijuana. I took CBD oil before bed in order to help me sleep. I had a topical with traces of THC that I used for difficult workouts. I also liked to vape cannabis oil when I got together with friends for a little more fun. Well no cannabis for me now that I am pregnant. That means I sleep like crap. I think part of it is no cannabis product, and part of it is that I am pregnant. I am restless, uncomfortable and unhappy. Not having my topical means my muscles are sore. I am lacking in energy so I tend to overdo it and push myself since I am so angry about it. The worst is that I am very nauseous with my pregnancy. I wake up every morning gagging. During my workout I need to take breathing breaks or I am going to hurl. Cannabis is really good at helping people with nausea. I can’t have cannabis though due to the pregnancy! Somedays I want to just scream. Everything that I enjoy in life is a no because I am pregnant.