She says she has been through enough with my sibling
I have seen enough drunk people to actually know that alcohol isn’t as much fun as the adults tend to make it out to be. I tried it on one occasion, & the hangover was enough to convince me I didn’t want to take up the habit in the least. I tried cigarettes as well, but the taste remained with me for a very long time. I felt woozy, & I swore that my breath had the terrible odor of tobacco for the next week. My eldest sibling actually enjoys using marijuana. I keep wondering when he will get caught. He is entirely open with how much pot he uses, where he uses pot, & when he uses pot. Marijuana is actually still illegal in our state, although he doesn’t even care. He says it helps his anxiety & helps him to focus entirely better. I’m really not sure about the focusing because he seems to be out of it everytime I talk to him. Anxiety wise, he is in a greater mood & not so fast to become mad with every little thing I say. I was actually considering trying marijuana, when I saw how much calmer he was regularly. My issue is that I am scared that the first time I use it, I will have an undercover police officer somewhere closeby. My sibling doesn’t live at home, however I do. My mother would ground me forever if the police brought me home. she would cheerfully leave me to rot if they called her up & told her I was in jail for having marijuana on me. She says she has been through enough with my sibling. I suppose I’ll wait until they decide to make recreational marijuana legal.